I've realised something about myself and it isn't a good thing ... I get bored easily and I'm never satisfied. I'm not sure if theres a word to describe that particular personality trait but it's something I've realised lately. I just want something big to happen, I'm not sure what just something big, in fact it doesn't need to be a major thing, just something different. I feel guilty for feeling this though, I've got everything I need to be satisfied. I am happy theres no denying that but something feels like it's missing.