A New Chapter.

I've been feeling a bit fed up these past couple of days, and haven't had much inspiration for writing. But this morning I woke up and felt alot more positive about things, besides I didn't have much to be fed up about anyway, yes there are still things that confuse me and I would perhaps like to change but it's nothing to worry over and in time maybe they will change in one way or another, and if that change isn't what I want, I'm going to stay strong, because what doesn't happen, was not meant to be.

Turns out I had every right to wake up feeling positive as today was a lovely day. The sun was shining in October which I didn't expect so that made me happy. I went for a nice walk with Tom in the afternoon, got back home went upstairs and just as I was about to write a blog entry about how the day has been nice so far and also make a start on my uni work, I heard my nans voice downstairs, she had surprised us by coming round unexpected which was nice.

We then all went for another walk to see the ponies, which my nan loved, and this time about ten ponies came over at once so we fed them lots of apples. And in about ten minutes time i'm going to have a nice roast dinner.

I feel like im going through a new chapter in my life, I was in the old one for far too long, everything was the same and nothing was unexpected. Yesterday I was feeling negative, today I'm feeling refreshed and happy :) with a sense of positivity about life. 

So for today its been ..

Uni work = Little.
Happy times = Lots.

xxx