I don't understand why it is that when I was in a relationship for four and a half years, I had almost zero interest from other men. Which looking back at; the relationship was not working and i really could have done with some temptation to get out of the relationship. Whereas now i'm recieving almost too much interest from different people, I guess it could be due to the fact that some of these people knew I was in a relationship before, and therefore didn't bother showing an interest, however if i'm honest most of these guys didn't even know me when I was in a relationship.

Don't get me wrong the attention makes me feel good about myself, because when my ex split up with me, the way he did it left me feeling really low about myself, like I wasn't good enough for anyone I suppose.

I guess the negative of this is, i'm seeing someone so I feel like I shouldn't be getting attention, and I  don't like letting people down because I feel horrible, I also find it hard to say no to meeting up with them, as they may just want to meet up to get to know me as a friend, which would be nice because i'm a friendly person and enjoy getting to know people. So if thats the case, replying with I can't because i'm seeing someone, may be a bit embarrasing.

I believe that everything in life is set out, and what happens is meant to happen, but how are you supposed to know what path to take, what chances to make, and what chances to avoid?